oops almostt forgott.

tomorrow im gonna go work at nam so if i dontt reply to any of my texts thats y. :)

really good mood.! <3

soooo todayy wwas funn i met my youth leader at a salad place to have lunch but i didnt eat anything... see she invited me to go get my nails done with her. so i got 20 dollars from my mother andd went with Sam ((i<3her.))
on the wayy we wentt to starbucks andd i found out that that was her first location. :) man,, i love starbuckks.
i gott my favorite the strawberry lemonade. andd we took it to go. i got periwinkle nails.!:))
butt he had to run errandss ((if thatts how you even spell it)) sooo we went to walmart target andd the mall. :)) i came home andd my dad offered me a deal since my little brother broke my phone. i could get any phone i wanttedd butt it would be the last phone he ever bought me.
so
i cant deciede between the sidekick anddd the iphone. he wantts me to get the iphone andd i had been wantin one. so im interested in the iphone 3g s. :)
what do u thinkk.??

a week of little kids

so i went to vbs film camp with callie andd wow those kids wherre crazyyyy.!! i didnt have time to blog when i got home cuz i was sooooo tired.. gr.
my little brother andd his friend is over . theyre havin a sleepover :PP gaywads.

so imma gonna go now,

boredd outta my mindd

so boredd... ashley might come over later. :))

hello.

soooo thiss whole month has been crazy.!~

swimmteamm ended. andd my hair isnt redd anymore. so much has changed i cantt even believe it. :PP

i have passed my tenth month of being a vegetarian// cool i kno.
as u should kno i play the viola soo if i tell u thatt im busy thatts probably why,.

im goinn to the pool later tomorrow. but i only have a couple bathin suits andd i dontt reallly like them so i dont kno whatt im gonna do bout thatt.

im a helper at my vbs class. so i have to help with the crafts andd the little kids are soooo cute. :))

if you dontt kno me well you wouldnt kno thatt i absoulutly lovee little kidss......expect the oness that are a pain in the ass... grr
todayy we made pretty tissure paper stuff thatt looks like stained glass...theyre soo cool. i wantedd to make onee but i had to help the whole time. but thatts ok bcuz i dontt have anywhere to putt it my room is alreadyy to full. maybe if i take the bed frame out. ??? i either wantt one of those circle beds or a fouton thingy ((if thatts how you even spell it)),,



im listenin to musette right now andd i have to go to lessons for my viola tonight. soooo i gotta go. bye.

gr.

its been a while. soo startin tomorrow im gonna try andd update you on everythingg thatt has happened. i will thiss time.!!

bad mood..

sooo after youth group andd everyboddy left....

i went on aim to see if my friend was on.....she was andd i told her i was sorry for fighting with her. but we ended up arguin andd i dontt thinkk it helped anywayy....... :( i miss her.

soooooo im in a bad mood andd i thinkk ill spare you the details.....

yg=youthgroup=<3

so im gettin ready for youth group......my buddies are commmin. :)

ill tell u boutt it later. :PP

after work..

sooo.....i tried bloggin at work butt the gay computers internet broke andd my moms phone was actin up soo i dont kno exactally whatt happened to the post i tried to post. im gonna have to check in a couple seconds..

'soooo todayy i wentt to work andd well what else...o oyeah. it was soooo borin i couldnt standd it i even fell asleep. its funny bcuz thiss whole week has been crazy andd i at least have like 3 thinggs planned on top of what comes up outta nowhere. :/ soo like i was sayin ive been super busy andd all. butt ive been wakin put at 7 everydayy .....by myself andd thatts nott normal. :/ wow.

butt the bright side of goinn to work as you shouldd have realized by now..is gettin paid. andd thatt means money to go to the mall. im gonna go later thiss week ....butt i dontt even thinkkk i need anythingg else. :PP

sooo after work i wentt home andd changedd andd practicedd my voila for my lessons ....i wentt andd it was nicee. :)

tomorrow i dontt have to workk....sooo ill go to swimmteamm ,,blog,,then probably findd someone to hang out with. sometimes i thinkk im a "little" crazy socially....if u kno whatt i mean......


ill die if i dontt havee someone to talk to even if im reallyreally busyy... im a social butterfly. :)






or cat,,or somethingg .....butt i came up withh thiss CRAZYY name for like a bandd or clothin line or u kno somethingg thattll become famous. butt thenn again im afraid to share it withh anyyone because there are alwayys those people thatt loove to take ideas... bcuz they arnt as creative as i .!!










these








funny





creatures.








is one......the one thatt i dontt like thatt muchh. of course im nott stupidd to putt it here the ones that i like. :)



im gonna go soo i can get some rest for tomorrow. :) night

YAYY>!!!

nina bby is boutt to come overr.! yayy... :D ill tell you more later tonight.!

ok. bestie sasa.!

sooim at home right now. and im tryin to catch up with all of the bands' work ive seen in concerts. :) i lovee the soundds... i justt dont kno why.! they are the only swedish band i kno of. i got to see them in thatt concert thatt sasa invitedd me to.! i lovee her sooo much.! i mean not justt for takin me butt like she's been my bestie since kinder or 1st. :P

after youth group.!!

good mood.!! soooo yesterdayy i had swimm a cross andd i was goinn soo good andd i got to 100 laps andd coach told me i wass done butt like i wantedd to do as manyy as i could butt he made me get out which made me mad...butt there's nothin i can do boutt it. :( butt still i did 100 andd i still felt like runnin on the track behindd the school. unfortunately mother made me go home andd rest. andd i couldn't go with my youth group to gett my nails done. :(

butt i ate my veggie sandwhich andd wentt to bed. bcuz i had a invitational meet at 4:00.....

3:30 --i the car waitin forr my mom andd brother soo im nott late. lori's gettin a ride with me. :)

IN THE CAR-- my brother actin like a fool. and lori thinks its sooo funny.! :) he is REALLY LAUGHIN his ASS OFF.!!

:) at the swimm meet. its sooo borin andd i never realizedd thatt lori wanders A LOT.! :) we were the first oness there besides monica. :) i lovee her soo much. :))

soooo tired.! 10:30,, i think. the swimm meet is over andd i justt took lori and brian home. :) goinn to bed. :/

thiss mornin.! -- emmeline lillian and eliza came in townn bcuz my mimi had to go to a funeral..i think. :( butt the other boy cousins came too.bryan and michael. they are all my cousins if you didnt get thatt the first time. :P

sooo we ate pancakes while we did each others nails. :)

thenn we got alll dressed in our bathin suits and walkedd to cvs.and ............................................grrr my mom is makkin me gett off ill be back later. :(

so lately..

ummm well the other day i tried loggin in to my account buttt it wouldnt let me soooo i have to start alllll over. woo.! :D well not really.

so ill justt start with todayy ,, we had morningg practice for swimm teamm. butt my mom had to go to work. andd thatt meanss thatt i had to walk with my little brother tothe pool. wait it gets better.,, :D my little brother alwayys carries money with him soo i askk him if he wanted to go to cvs with me. andd of course he said yess. when we got there,, we got breakfast,,it was 9:50 andd practice started at 10....andd to makee everythingg worse there was a HUGE line.
i hadd to run and we were still late. butt thatts okay.bcuz one of the parents was givin a "whatt nott to do" talk so it didnt mater. --mood so far. :D
after practice i walked with lori butt when we gott to his house he couldnt findd his phone.. soooo we walked all the wayy backk to pebble springs. whenn we got there lori lookd in his bag and it was there..grrr... butt its ok well it wasnt enough to ruin my good mood. :D
i started walkin to ninas bcuz i didnt want to go home. and when i got there i told her that i was there and she came out..we went to my house by the back streets ((i foundd out that its longer thatt wayy {{butt on the plus side its quieter}})) :D
we sat in my room awhile. :D got online :D txtd people :D skated in the kitchen :D and ate :D played volleyball and soccer in the frontt yard :D sat in my dads trailer :D layed in the trailer too :D so while we were laying in the trailer,, we were listennin to music and singin and yellin and talkin and goofinn off whenn the carr starts andd my dad starts drivin.... obivously he didnt notice us and drove off with us in the trailer. :D hahahahaha.... so we sat upp andd justt thought he was backin upp into the drive wayy....butt he kept goinn and goinn...so all of the neighbors were lookin at us like we were freaks or somethingg like that. and nina's freakin out and my dad hears us or sees us or something so he stopps kicks us off of the trailer and tells us to walk home,. he gets back in the car and drives off....... funny shitt.!! :D :D :D
so we walk to zully's house butt she's nott home soo we walk backk to my house and my brother starts a fight with me ((which reminds me i gotta pop his volleyball before he finds it)) good mood still..! :D
sooooo i walk nina home and walk back home when my mom leaves to go to the mall and my brother leaves for boyscouts. :D

home alone ..again..
soooo since my landlords wont let me get on myspace,, i get on when theyre gone. id have to be stupidd nott to. sooo i get on and it RUINS MY GOOD MOOD.! i wish i didnt get on ..... i feel like shitt now and i thinkk i have nooooo purpose in life anymore. ... all i see is i love thiss person and the girl writes backk i love thiss person.! when it makes no sense....the day before thatt same guyy touches you and asks you to come over. even get in trouble for them whenn i justt gott UNgrounded. now they "love" some other girl. really.?? thatt poor poor girll i feel sooo sorry for her. thatt you got her to fall for the same BULLSHIT.!! pleasee.?? really are they justt slimely "boys" or are they justt being like all the other boy-crazy girls.?? please speak up. honestly i kno thiss guyy will end up readin it so ....really dude i justt dont kno whatt to say to you anymore......